Haven’t stopped thinking about you all night tonight for some reason. I’ve been able to fully open up to 2 people my entire life. You were one of them. You genuinely cared about every little word I had to say, at any hour of the night or day. I could never repay to you what you did for me. You made me realize I can trust people out there. Even talking to you now in bed, crying, makes me feel at peace. Maybe because I know that you do care, even if you’re not responding. Thank you for giving me the privilege of having the honor of being your friend. On nights like tonight, these are the nights I wish you would pick up the phone. Here I am, venting on tumblr, what a downgrade. 

Well, I feel like i’m blabbering on, but you liked when I did that. You said it was cute. But I should stop. Thinking about you, and you better believe that I’ll get to see you again. Ps, there are 3 new kids in heaven tonight from our hometown. I know I don’t have to tell you this, but greet them and be their friend.